Here’s a few things I really struggled with about myself that I now understand, LOVE and embrace thanks to Human Design.
I used to feel like I was too much – too positive, too happy, too chatty, too sparkly … so I dulled that down to stay neutral and “normal”.
Now I embrace my sparkly, magnetic generator energy. I know my energy is my life force and my gift to the world. By being my authentic self I actually help lift others energy too.
I used to be told I talked too much. That I was a chatterbox and as if that was somehow a bad thing, always a negative connotation attached – like I was trying to get attention. So I turned the volume down and stopped using my voice.
That was my undefined throat centre trying to fill the silence Now I can recognise that throat pressure and choose to use my voice powerfully at the right time.
I could never stick to routines and schedules. I’m not super organised and could not live up to the “type A” personality that every successful person seemed to have.
I have a passive brain (right arrow) and it is true for me to go with the flow of life. Loose structures work better and feel more natural to me. I let go of the need to live up to society’s expectations of being on a strict schedule and live my life in a way that feels good for me and my family.
I always had SO many ideas and couldn’t choose decide which one to act on. I thought I just couldn’t commit or follow through on things – like I had shiny object syndrome.
My undefined head always having inspiration poured into it from all angles, and always trying to searching for answers. I know what inspirations to follow as I trust my sacral authority and intuition.
I always left things to the last minute and worked right up until the deadline. I thought I was lazy and a procrastinator.
That’s my defined root thriving on pressure. I can stay grounded during times of stress. I now know that I produce magic when I work this way!
I thought it was selfish to give up a well paid job to stay home with my children, while also following my dreams and doing what I love.
It’s actually selfish of me to not follow them – a disservice to the world. Nobody wants a depleted, frustrated burnt out Generator! And my choice to stay home with my kids and homeschool is MINE. It is not up for discussion.
I thought I was not normal because I had different idealogies to what the world expects of me. A strong sense of purpose and desire to live a conscious life on my terms.
All of my defined channels show that I am here to show people a new way of living and being. This starts in my own home and ripples out to the world. My defined G Centre pulls me magnetically to my path in life and my mission is apart of who I am.
I felt a desire and pull to inspire people, be of service and be a leader – but always felt like I didn’t know enough and didn’t have it all together enough to lead.
I’m a 4/6. I’m here to do and try all the things in my younger years (ALL of the trail + error), and cultivate wisdom through these experiences. I can be an influential role model if I step into my power and share what I have learned to inspire others. I also have Desire Motivation and Gate 31 as my Conscious Moon Placement.
Fear of the future left me paralysed- I didn’t trust my inner voice.
I embrace my intuitive side and instincts through my Defined spleen and Conscious sun in Gate 57. I turned that fear into trust and let my intuition be my guiding light. Turning fear into love. Resistance into flow. Struggle into power.
I had gut feelings but couldn’t put it into words or have it make sense. I could clearly see people and read people and know what is /isn’t good for them but felt I was being nosy.
This is actually my biggest superpower from my sun Gate 57 – the Gate of Intuitive Insight and Clarity. It is also a part of my Right angle cross of Penetration (life’s purpose) I now channel that energy to read people and truly see them – penetrate their souls as it were! I am an intuitive empowerment coach and use this superpower plus my coaching expertise to help those who are ready to CONNECT to their truth and make epic change in their life!
The thing is we are all meant to do things SO differently to others. Learning how we are all uniquely wired to do things allows you to let go of comparison and Align with our true self and purpose! This understanding can lead to true transformation!
I am currently taking bookings for readings. I have two new AUDIO offerings to choose from:
?ALIGN WITH YOUR DESIGN where we look at the basics of your Human Design chart – how to use and express your energy, how to make decisions, attract opportunities into your life and get into alignment.
$111 for a 45 min audio recording
?DISCOVER YOUR SUPERPOWERS where we look at all of the above and dive deeper into your defined and open centre, your innate strengths through your channels and your life’s theme/purpose.
$222 for a 90min in depth-audio recording.
Email hello@nourishedessence.com to book.
I also offer 1:1 Human Design Coaching sessions, and a completely customised to your chart Digital Guide/PDF.
You can book in your Human Design reading here or Order Your Personalised Human Design Guide here to learn all about the magic of YOU! ??
Love and light,
Nat xx